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Nightmare

Assalamualaikum!

Gila ni first time aku dapat nightmare yang scary gila. Like SERIOUZ SHIZZ YO!

I dreamed I got 7 As for PMR.....................................................................................................................

A DAMN B FROM BAHASA MELAYU?!?!!?!?!?!?!?


Omg it was the most terrible feeling ever. It felt so realistic. So clear. So damn real. In the dream, I received the slip and made a fake smile and giggled. But then I cried. I could feel and remember, I wanted to show people that I'm okay and fine but I couldn't fool anyone, couldn't fool myself. Like, that happened in the dream which shows what exactly I feel if I do get anything less than 8As.

And you know what's the most depressing part? I couldn't accept God's will. I couldn't accept the fact that I didn't meet my target and I couldn't accept the fact that I didn't get what I want. Seriously, it's the most horrible feeling you could ever get. How and when am I going to learn to redha. Seriously, the dream/nightmare was such a wake up call. It was a reminder. I should be more redha. Lol be more accepting towards situations. It was seriously an eye opener.

Like it has prepared me for the worst. I now know what to do if I don't actually get straight As. To tell you the truth, I actually dreamed about getting 8As hari tu, um last week kot. But it didn't affect me as much as this dream has. Lol obviously. Ya Allah aku harap aku dapat straight As and if I don't, help me to accept your faith.

Haihhhhh seram doh. So, rumours are saying it's going to come out on the 23rd (results). I'm not certain about that but I'm sure that the date's going to be out 2 weeks from now. Basically I'm guessing 23-25 maybe. Waallaualam. I really want it to come out as soon as possible so that I could end this torture. This suffer. xD Hahah it's really draining doh nak tunggu till the day comes. Ish.

Please pray the best for me eh korang?

Till next time,
Fir <3

Out in the Wild!

Assalamualaikum.

On the 18th of November, I was at Nur Lembah Pangsun for a recreational camp organized by our dear Ministry of Education :P

Lol, Teo & I were from St Mary's. plus 28 other students all around schools in the Sentul district. Okay skip the boring part. I'm going to like fast forward to the gempak part. K GEMPAK WHAT?!

                                                         Teo, Shang Min & Abe Jason <3

One of the activities that I enjoyed the most was the 'Treasure Hunt'. It was crazy. We had to create dance moves in a pool. We were forced to do extreme poses in a river. EXTREME KAH?! We had to crawl in mud like those PLKN people. Lol lumpur stinks like cow dunk. Serious shizz. My group won ;) Hebat doh sumpah.

Kak Divya, miss your late night stories.

Theeeeeen, came the moon. Lol dah malam. K. We had to do this 'Solo Drop' thingy. Each of us were left in random corners in the friggin thick dark jungle for like 40 minutes? Yah, as a pussy like I am, I was freaking out when the abang yang jaga2 tu pulled me into the woods. I had to sit in front of this pokok buluh. KENA JUGAK POKOK BULUH EN.

I was damn terrified. I didn't open my eyes and I was literally zikir-ing on LOUD SPEAKER MODE. And I'm not going to lie, it went on for the entire 40 minutes because I was just so damn petrified. I freaking went all Ustazah Pilihan k! I was imagining stuff. Fckd up stuff. I heard growls. It was ajcnafka I tell you.

Later, this abang pulled me & brought me to the others. KAU TAHU ERTI LEGA? Like satu beban yang gila monyet berat poof hilang! Sumpah aku lega gila doh. Kur kur, I then asked my friends, was it ok? Then they were like, "Lol takde papela, lagi-lagi aku dengar kau berzikir, aku pun rasa selamat."

T.T

Why is life so unfair? I was told that all of us were so damn closed to each other except me. I was like dropped right at the corner of the 'Solo Drop' perimeter. I was like kmk tol! 

Well, there's one thing I learned lah, assumptions aren't always right. I assumed that the facilitators would dress up as ghosts like how kem solat for my seniors in my school had to go through. My mind automatically  thought of that when I heard we were going in the jungle. So I missed 40 minutes of enjoying the dark night in the Hulu Langat jungle. When I did open my eyes, it was beautiful. Nothing scary. It was silent. 

Not saying berzikir was a waste but yah.

Lesson of the day, lol jangan pengecut sangat cam aku.

The End.

Fir.

                                      The Bunch

Where have I been?

Assalamualaikum and hi!

OMG HI EVERYONE! IT'S BEEN AWHILE GOODNESS. WHERE HAVE I BEEN?!
EVERYWHERE!

Okay I'm definitely going to share with you guys superb stuff I've been doing for these past few weeks. But for now, I'm going to share this.

I just want to share this to my fellow bloggers since I've shared to other humans.

And now, I'd like to say Syukur Alhamdulillah, I'm glad & grateful that I've made a few souls on Earth gelak by watching this. Me, Farah, Kong, Aisyah & Faii seriously didn't expect such respond from you guys! I've been uploading vids on my youtube channel but like yeah, it didn't catch many attention. But this one was like woah. Mainly, it's probably because the videos were all not general. Like the one I did for Kong, it couldn't relate much to random people. Ya.

So, I'm always wanting to make videos with my friends, especially during holidays. So I had these few over because I just thought it was time to update my channel. We wanted a video that could relate with people lah en. I mean those stuff in the video are literally how some teenagers are these days. KAN!? D:<

These 'teenagers' were our inspiration. So thank you korangs! Lols. Making of the video, Kong did all of the editing stuff. The others contributed amazing ideas & lol bakat lakonan mereka. 

So I guess we accomplished our main goal, to reach your hearts. K WHAT!? Lol, you know what I mean. I'm not used to doing this but thanks for clicking play & some of you, replay. xD 5 of us definitely appreciated it. Those yang share kat semua jenis networking website yang ada, thank you sangat.

Till the next time,
ItsFirFromKL

Desire

My birthday is just too close I can smell it. 9th of November is on its way! Hahaha. Please don't hate. I'm just excited to be 15 :D

So, I'm going to list down all of the things that I'd love to own. Since some of my friends & Kak Iqa are like clueless on what to get. I'll try to make it easier for you. :)

1. Money- berapa banyak tak kisah. If you don't know how much to give, let me tell you. RM 5 is amazing enough.
2. Kodak films for a Lomo camera.
3. SHADES. THOSE RAY BAN kind of sunglasses. My shades dah hilang D;
4. Belanja Tutii Frutti. :3
5. A box of oreo doughnuts from Big Apple. THAT'S IT.
6. Oxford shoes.
7. Malay novels!
8. A cute sling bag?
9. MAKE UP MAKE UP MAKE UP - Eye shadow is needed desperately.
10. Make up accessories - brushes etc
11. 700g of Famous Amos? xD I'd be the happiest girl! No nuts please :p
12. Yuna's US album
13. Yuna's concert ticket in December
14. Tudung yang plain, tak mau corak-corak. Selendang yang one solid colour je. I need it for my colourful clothes ):
15. Any item from Yuna's IAMJETFUELSHOP. I'd be so grateful I'll do your dishes.

That's all from now. If I remember anything else, I'll list it down.

Assalamualaikum!

Where's the love?

Assalamualaikum and wazzap wazzap.

I'm really not satisfied with the media nowadays. I'm not satisfied as a Muslim.

So, I was watching the Crime & Investigation channel and 'First 48' was on. It was about a Muslim guy who harassed young boys and killed them then rendam them in acid, so that traces wouldn't be found, tuang kat river. Eventually, he gave himself up to the cops. So yah, I'm not going to talk about this psycho.

The thing that is 'what the hell bro' in mind my is like, during the ENTIRE show, they were stressing on him being a Muslim and how cruel a man could be. They showed mosques, the 'azan' being called and other Islam related stuff. My question is why? Do those stuff have anything to do with that lunatic? I seriously do not think so.

I mean like WHAT IS UR FREAKING MOTIVE? He may be just a guy who doesn't believe in Allah but terpaksa ada agama. He may be a mentally ill person (obviously). They are giving the viewers an image that Islam teaches the umat to do cruel stuff. That Islam soaks kids in acid. That Islam is a really bad religion. I'm just so unsatisfied. It may be a vague image but still. Did the media expose to the whole world about this dude's religion who trapped his daughter in a dungeon  for more than a decade and had babies with her? DID THEY? He was cruel too. He was doing sinful stuff too. But I never came across anything about this dude's religion.

It is just so unfair to Islam. The 9/11 may have been the prime reason why all of these discrimination are happening, but let me tell you guys something, to me, Muslims aren't perfect, but Islam is. Islam never taught umat dia untuk do those keji stuff. And obviously other religions pun tak ajar buat benda-benda mengarut, but
kenapa Islam yang selalu di pandang rendah? I just can't get it. Fyi, it's not my first time seeing stuff like these on tv & others.

I'm not trying to be like OH AKU CINTA ISLAM YANG LAIN PERGI BELAH. No. I'm not a sick Islam activist. This is a sensitive issue, but I'm not trying to create a kontroversi or whatnot. Islam has taught me well about respecting others' culture and religion. But from what Islam has taught me about keadilan, I don't really see it nowadays towards the Muslims. Just because a group of Muslims have done something REALLY WRONG, it obviously doesn't mean the entire umat Islam is like that.

And yah, Islam has never taught their followers to kill people.

It certainly sounds stupid hearing this kind of stuff being told by a teenager, probably still a kid. But I just want to make a little difference among the people my age. I mean like seriously lah, if orang condemn ur agama, how would u feel? Seriously doh.

I'm just expressing my feelings lah. Cause I bet those who believe in the higher power would definitely do the same thing if something like this happens to u guys. I hope this entry doesn't hurt anyone. It's not my intention to attack or to like 'WOI APA KAU'. I'm just stating my unsatisfaction and a little attempt to enlighten u alls.

Heh. Lega.

Semoga hari anda dicucuri rahmat. Amin.

To explore and venture

Last week, a group of the form threes went for a trip to Sushi King, Midvalley and Beryl's House at KL.
I was included in the 'group'.

At Sushi King, we learned a few Japanese terms and how to make sushi. It was a unique experience. We get to explore into the world of Sushi. They prepared the rice, crab sticks, seaweed and other stuff for the sushi making. I enjoyed it very much because I get to eat free sushi. Since I'm a Japanese food lover like my mum, it was one wonderful opportunity. 

At Beryl's House. Lol, a MAJOR disappointment. It is just an outlet, not a factory. So the only things available are chocolates that are only on sale. And the worst part, the chocolates sold are not cheap. Most of em' are more than RM40. So, I was like sorry ah bro. Aku bawak 2 keping kertas merah je en. My friends plus the guru pengiring were discussing, like what did the 'organisers' even think? Expecting students to pay RM 68 just to get chocolate. Gurl, you're dead wrong. It was so unfair. Cause the guru pengiring said that last year, the form 3s were brought to an actual factory. And everything was cheap. Haih

But whatever it is, it was fun. Spent a great time bonding with my friends.

When we reached school, a few of us went to Selayang Mall to eat more sushi. It was because we received many vouchers. Like for me, I got 6 vouchers. RM 5 each. So yeah :3 Haha

Well, arigato for reading and may peace be upon you all.

Till the next time,
Fir <3

Penilaian Menengah Rendah Frenzy

As peace be upon you to my dear friends.

I haven't really shared my PMR experience with you. All of you should already know that I'm 100% honest on my blog. No filtered feelings. I just let it out? Same goes to my PMR experience. I don't think I told my parents how I feel about it honestly.

Okay. Eight subjects. 4 days of exam. Lol, wait was it 5, 6? I forgot.

If you asked me, "Hey Fir, do you think you can get straight As?"
My honest answer would be yes, I think I can. With God's will.

If you asked me, "Are you 100% confident?"
My honest answer would no, I'm not confident that I'll get those freaking 8As because of these 3 subjects.
BM, KH and Agama.
And now you see, there are only 5 subjects that I am at least 90% confident that I can get an A.
BI, MT, SC, Geografi & Sejarah

Why I say I'm 100% honest here because if my family would ask me, I'd say I'm only worried for 2 subjects. It's either BM & KH, BM & Agama or Agama & KH. And it's because I malu. Entah dengan korang I chill. Kiter lepaks. K.

If you asked me, "What's your target?"
*SLAM THIS PANTAI* Of course 8As.

If you asked me, "Paling kurang?"
I'd say 6As. If I get less than that, I consider my 3 years studying in St Marys a waste. xD

I am relieved that I could answer all 8 subjects alright. But biasalah ada susah ada senang. Y'know?
I'm actually disappointed at myself because I know I could've done way way better. I didn't really set my priorities right and yah, this happened. But it's no use crying over spilled milk.

I pray for three things right now. I hope that the examiners will be extra generous in giving the marks. I pray that the graph will go down for those 3 friggin' subjects xD And I hope and pray that I can get 8As.
InsyaAllah lah en korangz? Fikir-fikir memang watlek je dulu tak belajar. Haih.

I hope that all of my Form Three friends will cry out tears of joy in December soon.

Till next time,
Fir <3

Feeling like a businesswoman

Assalamualaikum everyone or as peace be upon you :)

Lol I prayed for you peace! Ok.

I'm selling my nail polishes and other stuff related to nail polishes on Facebook. It is mainly because, I need some cash. Plus, I've only used em' sikit je, so I don't think I'll be using it anymore, so why not sell it?

I'm selling nail polishes, nail polish remover and nail polish thinner.

This is the thinner for your nail polish. Yang ni I dah guna banyak. So I jual RM5 from RM 30+.

Elianto - Twlight Zone
Nama gempak but it's just black. Black!
As you can see, it was initially 14ml.
But now tinggal about 7 ml kot.
Original Price - RM10
Selling Price - RM 4 ♥

*u'll probably need a thinner for this, eliant quite pekat*

Got it from Skin Food - Golden Champagne

Original price RM25 but I'm selling it for RM10 only. Ada BANYAK lagi.

You don't need to layer it banyak sangat. Cos it already looks nice with only one layer.

Plus the coating will be even more beautiful.

I don't know why I can't upload the nail polish remover but you can check it out on my facebook. :)

The light, My light.

Assalamualaikum and good morning! (It's 5:27am :3)

This is a 'farewell video' for Kong Yee Rong that I've made. We've been friends since Standard 1 and that obviously means we have been mates for 9 long amazing years. Kong will be going to Singapore this coming December and she'll be studying at a Methodist Girls' School. 

I know you're going to expect the same old cheesy last goodbyes from me but I have to do it. It's the least I could do for Kong for she has been there for me. 

We have many amazing memories together and I gotta say that I don't remember some of em' because there are just so many! But I can say that generally, it was never tears when I was with this person. Though there was a certain period of time during our Standard 5 that was a little bitter. But hey, we were kids. 

Kong is a really optimistic person. Really. She's rarely moody because she always paints a very sincere smile whenever you see her. Everyone gets along with her well. You gotta admit that right? I mean everyone loves Kongie :D Even my mum says Kong's her favourite :p

Honestly, there are a few times when I feel sort of disconnected from her due to our different classes, busy schedules etc. But she'll always turn up and that feeling immediately vanishes. Right away. She's a kind of person who really cherishes her friends lah I tell you. No matter how long she's known you, how much she knows about you. She will never forget you. She has a really pure heart. Hmm, compassionate. Kong Yee Rong is very compassionate towards everybody and everything around her. 

I'm going to miss her when she's gone. During recess, she'll always, without fail say 'Hi' or anything that'll make me smile even for just a split of second. I will really miss her. I don't how to say this but she's like, she has to be there tau. I don't know how it's going to be without her around. There won't be the always happy person that makes you feel so loved. Imagine this, my life is like a brightly lighted lamp. And when Kong's gone, it suddenly gets slightly dimmer. Sounds corny, but she's already a part of my life. I can't deny it. I can't say naaah, I love everyone. Kong's different. And I bet she has made at least one little difference in everyone's lives that she's closed to. I believe that.

I worry that our special bond will soon no longer be present. I really don't want us to be like disconnected or something. I pray hard that we'll still be friends. 

Ah moi Cantik, remember this.

God will give freely if you ask.

I wish for you happiness.

And.

When you are reaching for the stars,

never forget who you are.

I love you.

Geram betul.

Assalamualaikum and a very good day!

This is my new blog since this one has been crashed. The problem was when I clicked the 'create a new post' button, I was leaded to a blank page. So, I got damned fed up and just decided to recreate my blog. I have so many things to tell you guys. I'll try to share with you everything. 


Till next time.
Fir <3